and nothing is satisfying right now. i feel like i cant make anyone happy, especially my mom. she says she doesnt feel complete without my little cousin here and i'm like "okay so i guess im like not good enough or whateverr" and its just like well fine then i dont need you because you obviously dont need me. If i were good enough you would feel more complete than you seem to feel. i give up man, all i keep hearing is "only 2 more years, only two more years and we're outta here" because im obviously just going to follow her wherever she goes because thats just how i am. like whatever dude
dont plan my life for me
i can do that myself